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Friday, 30 October 2009
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thank goodness for
past exam papers, lectopia, chocolate, and... food in general.
I can't believe it's ANOTHER freakin year whooshing by, but hey, it's been pretty damn good I reckon. While life hasn't exactly been rainbows and butterflies all the way through (apologies to MG, I know you don't like butterflies and think they're creepy) but shit happens. And that is why you hold your friends close, no matter what. Thank you for being my rocks, boys and girls. Can I name one? My one and only and bestest Wendy Limey :) what on earth am I gonna do when you go on exchange? Skype?? Another one: Jenny Chhen. Another one: Jinsern. Steph.
The first exam was unexpectedly (almost bizarrely) good to do, considering last semester's formulation chemistry papers changed from the past papers by quite a fair bit. It even got D swearing a little, and I've never really seen him sweat :) but yes. Although I did miss out on that Noyes-Whitney equation, but the rest was all good. Another pro is not only I am now going to pass formulation chemistry, but also that it is a major confidence booster when you've done your first exam and walked out of that sterile exam room feeling you've just smashed that exam.
Has anyone else tried that Pulse 5 Wrigley's gum in tropical flavor? It is the bomb. K, you got me hooked. Remember that time during the Dulux trip for Industry Week? I was falling asleep and you offered me a stick? Yeaaah, I haven't been able to stop since then. Well, that, and Eclipse cinnamon mints. It makes my breath probably smell like I've just stuffed myself on a dozen or so cinnamon donuts.. (Homer Simpson style) but I love it.
What's getting me through the exam period is surprisingly unproductive. Camping in front of the comp waiting for Gossip Girl to come. Ok, I didn't do it the past, what 3 weeks since I've tried to be good and study. I even disabled the internet at home. I was about to (key word 'about') deactivate my Facebook account, but I cannot bear to be not telling the world what I'm doing every 2 seconds. Not. No really, self-control is the issue here and I have to admit... I have none.
There is going to be a Tintern reunion today! :) I miss the girls. Okay I've seen a couple more times lately, like from various people's 21sts. I wonder who's coming today, hope it'll be plenty.
Random moment of today: I was about to open the balcony door this morning and ohmygosh there was approximately 20 flies on it. No kidding. It's like they've all taken refuge on MY balcony sliding door. My head went into overdrive and though, k if there's 20 on MY door, there's 9 apartments on every floor, 35 floors. So 20 x 9 x 35... 6300 FLIES ON ONE FREAKING BUILDING
Oh sweet mudda pudding.
Shoutout to Wendy Lime who I know will be reading this: distracted enough? LOL. I'm saving watching all those awesome TED vids for AFTER exams. I'm afraid of having nothing to do once exams finish.. It's like I'll have lost my life's purpose... until I find some new fad to do.
Okay back to product development past papers hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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you're very hard... to say 'no' to <3
Wednesday, 07 October 2009
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Pancakes with ricotta cheese and brandied blueberries are yum.
You've been on my mind. Quite
frankly, you're heavy.
Get off.
These are my insides bared
Naked.
Or perhaps just transparent
I feel you creeping inside,
elusive but firm, all
wrapped up in my head
into every dark corner
You're taking up space.
In my dusty head I
can't turn the key, it's
rusted right through, but
I must lock you away-
somehow. Give me chains
and a padlock.
No, don't tell me, Heart.
"Quick, forget him now,
lest while you lag,
I may remember"
happiness now
shaded in black
how to be, how to see
what to feel?
A broken heart
was just another exaggeration
how could it be?
until.
I was waiting for the
floor to fall through
Yes, the breathlessness
The burning tears
fighting their way out-
but wait
what about Heart
surely there is now a hole
where it used to be.
AAARGH WHATEVER i dont know what on bloody earth im doinnn
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"she must've hurt you so bad
can't seem to let her go
cuz even though you could be holding me
I know you would rather be with her
that girl must be amazing
stops you from moving on
no matter how many times I try and try to tell you
how this makes me feel"
Monday, 21 September 2009
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these 100 truths
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Strong soy latte from Primary Cafe
2. Last phone call: that I missed was Darren; that I spoke to, Wendy
3. Last text message: Simon
4. Last song you listened to: Emergency Room NeYo ft. Rihanna
5. Last time you cried: last night - how frustrating is it to be physically and mentally drained, you're trying to fall asleep and you can't because there are guests in the apartment laughing, breathing, ugh, it's like they're happy and they won't leave.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Been cheated on: yes, unfortunately
7. Kissed someone & regretted it: yes
8. Lost someone special: yes
9. Been depressed: yes but that's life it's not smooth sailing all the time
10. Been drunk and threw up: no :)
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
11. red
12. black
13. gray
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
14. Made a new friend: yes! lots :)
15. Fallen out of love: I wouldn't know really, what is love?
16. Laughed until you cried: yes, it's been a pretty good year indeed
17. Met someone who changed you: yes
18. Found out who your true friends were: but I've always known who they are :)
19. Found out someone was talking about you: yes but ditto Albert; you're nobody until you're talked about right?
20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes
FIRSTS :
21. First surgery: never had one
22. First piercing: ears, I was still a baby so I don't remember. Come to think of it, I didn't even have a choice LOL
23. First best friend: Faramitha zomg I miss youuu I'll be back in Jakarta soon!!!
24. First sport you joined: swimming
25. First vacation: that I remember is New Zealand, but apparently before that we went to Singapore, don't remember though
26. First pair of trainers: Fila, and it was sooooo cool xD
RANDOM:
27. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?: around 90%
28. Do you like flowers: yes!
29. Do you have any pets: no, but I want to! Stupid building manager say no dogs :(
30. G-String or Boxer: umm lace boyleg isn't in the choices!
31. Your favourite subject: ! in school? NONE buahahaha if I had to choose, pharmacology
32. Fashion style? tee, jeans, if I'm feeling girly tights and some form of a top ;)
33. Any goals in mind that you wants to achieve as soon as possible? Finish writing up bloody p'col pracs
34. What did you do for your last birthday: dinner with the mates
35. What time did you wake up today: 7.34am :S
36. What were you doing at midnight last night: trying to drift to sleep and getting woken up by random bursts of laughter
37. Name something you CANNOT wait for: FOOD
38. Last time you saw your Mother: this morning
39. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing, I like my life as it is
40. Most visited web page: Facebook, Xanga, http://www.anilinkz.com/bleach :)
41. What's your real name: Gabriella
42. Nicknames: gab, gabs, gabster, indopanda, cookie monster (from my own parents!!),
43. Zodiac sign: Aries
44. Hair colour: black/dark brown
45. Long or short: long ;)
46. Height: 5'6
47. What do you like about yourself?: my butt
48. Piercings: nuh
49. Tattoos: nope
50. Righty or lefty: righty ftw :)
SEX :
51. Explain the meaning of S. E. X: wait I need to think about this one
52. Watch pr0n before?: does Benny Benassi's Satisfaction videoclip count?
53. Will you still accept your partner if you know that he/she is no longer a virgin?: yes
54. How would you react if you accidentally see brother/sister masturbate? whatever he's a big boy now buahahah
55. Will you break off with your partner if you discover he/she got AIDS? no comment on this one
56. Lust or Love: still learning to differentiate
57. Will you fulfill his/her wish if he/she want you to dress up like Power puff girl / Spider man when having sex? wtf?
58. Fuck or Sex: wait shouldn't it be "fuck or making love"?
FAMILY:
59. Do you love your parents? yes
60. If you father&mother both falls into the sea who will you save first? my mum cauz then she can help me get dad out since he's bigger than both of us :)
61. If you were ask 2 kill one of your family member in order to save the world who will you choose?: wtf this question should be in the Random section
62. How many siblings do you have? 1 younger brother
63. Any one you hate ? [ In your family ]: nope
YOUR FUTURE :
64. How many kids do you want to have: 2 or 3
65. Get Married?: yes, or my mum'll never be off my ass
66. Career?: hopefully yes, in that gray pharmaceutics/engineering area
67. Your Dream is: be a normal person, have a normal life but it isn't really working out... stuff goes good and then BAM it's like what is your damn problem!
WHICH IS BETTER (for partner):
68. Having fun or relationship: I hate having to choose, so both
69. Hugs or kisses: refer to answer number 68
70. Shorter or taller: taller
71. Older or Younger: older
72. Romantic or spontaneous: refer to answer number 68
73. Nice stomach or nice arms: mm abs
74. Mature or childish: mature hopefully, to make up for my lack of it
75. Body or face: refer to answer number 68
76. Personality or appearance: both
HAVE YOU EVER :
77. Been kissed by a stranger: no
78. Drank hard liquor: yes
79. Lost glasses/contacts: no
80. Sex on first date: no
81. Broken someone's heart: aah i hope not
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone in: no
84. Cried when someone died: no
85. Fallen for a friend? yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: no but then I'm a lostie with these things
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: my DAD is one
91. Kiss on the first date: yes :$
92. Angels: yeah
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Afraid of dark?: no
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today? yes!
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no
97. If you could go back in time: tell self to have more respect for self
98. If you could pick a day from past and relive it, what would it be? hmm that's for me to know ;)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? yes, if only because it means giving someone the power to hurt me
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes, and now lunch :))
Sunday, 13 September 2009
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Wendy reminded me
that I haven't written in a while. I sort of haven't felt like it, but certainly a lot of things happened between the last entry, and now. When WAS the last entry, I can't remember, check later.
First... the past 2 weeks have been the best. Sure I've been tired, lots of drama but it has been awesome. Define awesome? Well for one thing, the parents have not been here for the past 2 weeks. The curfew apparently still applies, but still it doesn't mean much to me ;)
But I have made the decision to not go to two 21sts in one night because that is oh-so-tiring but hey I'm not complaining when the bartenders are handing out free drinks and lacing my drinks with more 3 times more shots than they're supposed to :)
and yes, I do believe I have the bestest friends who have been there for me through the drama, so far so food - I mean good. Daymn I'm hungry :)
I love spring. Unless it's crazy windy, but I love being able to wear shorts and tanks without freezing my ass off... and definitely no need for the cloak room when we go out ;)
Wendy! When is our next softserve + apple pie session while talking aboutboysstuff? Gotta love it :)
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You were so greedy.
Be honest, give someone else a chance,
You know you don't need me
When you were up to your eyes
Swimming in your lies.
Saturday, 29 August 2009
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Currently
Leave This Town
By Daughtry
What I Meant to Say
see relatedDon't get me wrong,
I LOVE uni life, just the studying bit has got to go. True, some of this I brought upon myself- "okay i'm gonna do my pharmacol prac report NOW... oooooh wait so-and-so has just commented on my Wall! I won't be long, just gonna have a quick peek............."
Suffice it to say that my "won't be long" generally means 2 hours later going, oh no, library's closing, let's go home and it's sleep time! Quite like how my 'may be's often mean yes. And no, at the same time. But that is another topic for another day.Note to self: pharmacol midsemester test, mcb midsemester test, pharmacol prac reports (current count: 3), product development assignment
Yeah like I said, the studying bit kind of suck.
But I love wearing trackies to uni and being a total bum in the caf, eating Leon's muffins that never fail to make my day.Yesterday I went on a number 19 tram on Elizabeth St. And if you are a regular patron of that line of tram (such as moi), you'd recognize the eternally-happy tram driver. I nickname him Mr. Toothbrush- because he has a toothbrush moustache the size of the Grand Canyon. I exaggerate, and it's totally irrelevant, but you get the picture. He is also unfailingly cheerful, and armed with his comments and expression, he is quite the tram driver with a personality, and I like that. He makes my day.
You know what DOESN'T make my day? People who get on the tram and choose to sit next to me that smell like they haven't showered for... a while. I am aware there are water restrictions in place, but REALLY. A shower a day would not hurt.May I also say something to the first years who come in loud, loud droves into the library's quiet study section... It's called the quiet study area for a reason, so stop it!!!!! Phwoar.
This is turning into a rant, but I also think that molecular cell biology pracs really SUCK. Besides being unprepared, the demonstrators are sort of... lost. I think twice they told me and my partner Shelley (LAB partner, mind you) to add this much to that much, and they were WRONG- we ended up repeating the whole thing and well that made us finish later than supposed finish time. Prac days I have work after, so every little bit of time we can spare is precious.
The long awaited (by me anyway) Pharmacy Ball has happened. No I did not go hard, but yes I had a very good time, which goes to prove that I don't need alcohol to have a good time. Photos on Monday I think. Everyone looked gorgeous and handsome and daymn that was one good night, for more reasons than you know ;)


