She’s a dreamer. Reality sucks. Needing something to make you happy sucks too. She’s a writer. You have ADD. But so does she. She can’t live without music. So neither should you. Plays basketball. Loves anything that involves being in the water. Like a bath. Or getting caught in a riptide.. She’s broad minded (by choice), shallow minded (by birth) and stupid (by nature). Likes weather forecasts. Sudoku too, she just can’t do them all that well. Psycho-analyzing strangers is fun. Napping at inappropriate places is her thing. DESSERT! Premeditates stupid acts when bored. Singing out loud. Quiet moments by the Yarra River. Open. Rash. Low self-control. Weird. Fragile. Heart over mind. Hasty. Recalcitrant. Thinks too much. Loves hoodies. Likes the idea that ‘hell hath no fury like a woman scorned’.
Thinks that boys are silly.

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Friday, 30 October 2009

  • thank goodness for

    past exam papers, lectopia, chocolate, and... food in general.

    I can't believe it's ANOTHER freakin year whooshing by, but hey, it's been pretty damn good I reckon. While life hasn't exactly been rainbows and butterflies all the way through (apologies to MG, I know you don't like butterflies and think they're creepy) but shit happens. And that is why you hold your friends close, no matter what. Thank you for being my rocks, boys and girls. Can I name one? My one and only and bestest Wendy Limey :) what on earth am I gonna do when you go on exchange? Skype?? Another one: Jenny Chhen. Another one: Jinsern. Steph.

    The first exam was unexpectedly (almost bizarrely) good to do, considering last semester's formulation chemistry papers changed from the past papers by quite a fair bit. It even got D swearing a little, and I've never really seen him sweat :) but yes. Although I did miss out on that Noyes-Whitney equation, but the rest was all good. Another pro is not only I am now going to pass formulation chemistry, but also that it is a major confidence booster when you've done your first exam and walked out of that sterile exam room feeling you've just smashed that exam.

    Has anyone else tried that Pulse 5 Wrigley's gum in tropical flavor? It is the bomb. K, you got me hooked. Remember that time during the Dulux trip for Industry Week? I was falling asleep and you offered me a stick? Yeaaah, I haven't been able to stop since then. Well, that, and Eclipse cinnamon mints. It makes my breath probably smell like I've just stuffed myself on a dozen or so cinnamon donuts.. (Homer Simpson style) but I love it.

    What's getting me through the exam period is surprisingly unproductive. Camping in front of the comp waiting for Gossip Girl to come. Ok, I didn't do it the past, what 3 weeks since I've tried to be good and study. I even disabled the internet at home. I was about to (key word 'about') deactivate my Facebook account, but I cannot bear to be not telling the world what I'm doing every 2 seconds. Not. No really, self-control is the issue here and I have to admit... I have none.

    There is going to be a Tintern reunion today! :) I miss the girls. Okay I've seen a couple more times lately, like from various people's 21sts. I wonder who's coming today, hope it'll be plenty.

    Random moment of today: I was about to open the balcony door this morning and ohmygosh there was approximately 20 flies on it. No kidding. It's like they've all taken refuge on MY balcony sliding door. My head went into overdrive and though, k if there's 20 on MY door, there's 9 apartments on every floor, 35 floors. So 20 x 9 x 35... 6300 FLIES ON ONE FREAKING BUILDING

    Oh sweet mudda pudding.

    Shoutout to Wendy Lime who I know will be reading this: distracted enough? LOL. I'm saving watching all those awesome TED vids for AFTER exams. I'm afraid of having nothing to do once exams finish.. It's like I'll have lost my life's purpose... until I find some new fad to do.

    Okay back to product development past papers hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


    ________________________________________
    you're very hard... to say 'no' to <3


Wednesday, 07 October 2009

  • Pancakes with ricotta cheese and brandied blueberries are yum.

    You've been on my mind. Quite
    frankly, you're heavy.
                                      Get off.
       These are my insides bared
        Naked.
    Or perhaps just transparent
    I feel you creeping inside,
    elusive but firm, all
    wrapped up in my head
    into every dark corner
    You're taking up space.
    In my dusty head I
    can't turn the key, it's
    rusted right through, but
    I must lock you away-
    somehow. Give me chains
    and a padlock.
    No, don't tell me, Heart.
    "Quick, forget him now,
    lest while you lag,
    I may remember"
    happiness now
    shaded in black
    how to be, how to see
    what to feel?
    A broken heart
    was just another exaggeration
    how could it be?
    until.
    I was waiting for the
    floor to fall through
    Yes, the breathlessness
    The burning tears
    fighting their way out-
    but wait
    what about Heart
    surely there is now a hole
    where it used  to be.

    AAARGH WHATEVER i dont know what on bloody earth im doinnn
    ________________________________________________
    "she must've hurt you so bad
    can't seem to let her go
    cuz even though you could be holding me
    I know you would rather be with her
    that girl must be amazing
    stops you from moving on
    no matter how many times I try and try to tell you
    how this makes me feel"

Monday, 21 September 2009

  • these 100 truths

    WHAT WAS YOUR:
    1. Last beverage: Strong soy latte from Primary Cafe
    2. Last phone call: that I missed was Darren; that I spoke to, Wendy
    3. Last text message: Simon
    4. Last song you listened to: Emergency Room NeYo ft. Rihanna
    5. Last time you cried: last night - how frustrating is it to  be physically and mentally drained, you're trying to fall asleep and you can't because there are guests in the apartment laughing, breathing, ugh, it's like they're happy and they won't leave.

    HAVE YOU EVER:
    6. Been cheated on: yes, unfortunately
    7. Kissed someone & regretted it: yes
    8. Lost someone special: yes
    9. Been depressed: yes but that's life it's not smooth sailing all the time
    10. Been drunk and threw up: no :)

    LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
    11. red
    12. black
    13. gray

    THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
    14. Made a new friend: yes! lots :)
    15. Fallen out of love: I wouldn't know really, what is love?
    16. Laughed until you cried: yes, it's been a pretty good year indeed
    17. Met someone who changed you: yes
    18. Found out who your true friends were: but I've always known who they are :)
    19. Found out someone was talking about you: yes but ditto Albert; you're nobody until you're talked about right?
    20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes

    FIRSTS :
    21. First surgery: never had one
    22. First piercing: ears, I was still a baby so I don't remember. Come to think of it, I didn't even have a choice LOL
    23. First best friend: Faramitha zomg I miss youuu I'll be back in Jakarta soon!!!
    24. First sport you joined: swimming
    25. First vacation: that I remember is New Zealand, but apparently before that we went to Singapore, don't remember though
    26. First pair of trainers: Fila, and it was sooooo cool xD

    RANDOM:
    27. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?: around 90%
    28. Do you like flowers: yes!
    29. Do you have any pets: no, but I want to! Stupid building manager say no dogs :(
    30. G-String or Boxer: umm lace boyleg isn't in the choices!
    31. Your favourite subject: ! in school? NONE buahahaha if I had to choose, pharmacology
    32. Fashion style? tee, jeans, if I'm feeling girly tights and some form of a top ;)
    33. Any goals in mind that you wants to achieve as soon as possible? Finish writing up bloody p'col pracs
    34. What did you do for your last birthday: dinner with the mates
    35. What time did you wake up today: 7.34am :S
    36. What were you doing at midnight last night: trying to drift to sleep and getting woken up by random bursts of laughter
    37. Name something you CANNOT wait for: FOOD
    38. Last time you saw your Mother: this morning
    39. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing, I like my life as it is
    40. Most visited web page: Facebook, Xanga, http://www.anilinkz.com/bleach :)
    41. What's your real name: Gabriella
    42. Nicknames: gab, gabs, gabster, indopanda, cookie monster (from my own parents!!),
    43. Zodiac sign: Aries
    44. Hair colour: black/dark brown
    45. Long or short: long ;)
    46. Height: 5'6
    47. What do you like about yourself?: my butt
    48. Piercings: nuh
    49. Tattoos: nope
    50. Righty or lefty: righty ftw :)

    SEX :
    51. Explain the meaning of S. E. X: wait I need to think about this one
    52. Watch pr0n before?: does Benny Benassi's Satisfaction videoclip count?
    53. Will you still accept your partner if you know that he/she is no longer a virgin?: yes
    54. How would you react if you accidentally see brother/sister masturbate? whatever he's a big boy now buahahah
    55. Will you break off with your partner if you discover he/she got AIDS? no comment on this one
    56. Lust or Love: still learning to differentiate
    57. Will you fulfill his/her wish if he/she want you to dress up like Power puff girl / Spider man when having sex? wtf?
    58. Fuck or Sex: wait shouldn't it be "fuck or making love"?

    FAMILY:
    59. Do you love your parents? yes
    60. If you father&mother both falls into the sea who will you save first? my mum cauz then she can help me get dad out since he's bigger than both of us :)
    61. If you were ask 2 kill one of your family member in order to save the world who will you choose?: wtf this question should be in the Random section
    62. How many siblings do you have? 1 younger brother
    63. Any one you hate ? [ In your family ]: nope

    YOUR FUTURE :
    64. How many kids do you want to have: 2 or 3
    65. Get Married?: yes, or my mum'll never be off my ass
    66. Career?: hopefully yes, in that gray pharmaceutics/engineering area
    67. Your Dream is: be a normal person, have a normal life but it isn't really working out... stuff goes good and then BAM it's like what is your damn problem!

    WHICH IS BETTER (for partner):
    68. Having fun or relationship: I hate having to choose, so both
    69. Hugs or kisses: refer to answer number 68
    70. Shorter or taller: taller
    71. Older or Younger: older
    72. Romantic or spontaneous: refer to answer number 68
    73. Nice stomach or nice arms: mm abs
    74. Mature or childish: mature hopefully, to make up for my lack of it
    75. Body or face: refer to answer number 68
    76. Personality or appearance: both

    HAVE YOU EVER :
    77. Been kissed by a stranger: no
    78. Drank hard liquor: yes
    79. Lost glasses/contacts: no
    80. Sex on first date: no
    81. Broken someone's heart: aah i hope not
    82. Been arrested: no
    83. Turned someone in: no
    84. Cried when someone died: no
    85. Fallen for a friend? yes

    DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
    86. Yourself: yes
    87. Miracles: yes
    88. Love at first sight: no but then I'm a lostie with these things
    89. Heaven: yes
    90. Santa Claus: my DAD is one
    91. Kiss on the first date: yes :$
    92. Angels: yeah

    ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
    93. Afraid of dark?: no
    94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
    95. Did you sing today? yes!
    96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no
    97. If you could go back in time: tell self to have more respect for self
    98. If you could pick a day from past and relive it, what would it be? hmm that's for me to know ;)
    99. Are you afraid of falling in love? yes, if only because it means giving someone the power to hurt me
    100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes, and now lunch :))
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